A long time ago, I started this blog at my daughter’s suggestion
which I adopted because I wanted some way to share my existence with my
grandchildren, per chance I did not live long enough to share my ideas in
person. In that vein, I want them to know the agony their grandfather endured
in the presidential election of 2016.
I wrote to Bernie Sanders before he announced his intention
to run for the Democratic nomination to suggest that he would be a great
candidate. I even suggested that I would volunteer my “skills”. Surely, my
email had no influence over his decision, but I was pleased with his
willingness to run.
When Clinton joined him as a competitor, I still saw him as
the one person in my lifetime that actually supported the values I held dear. I
am essentially a socialist, measured by the values I endorse. I never felt that
my talents and efforts should be compensated at the expense of others who did
not enjoy the same traits and education. I always envisioned the world as a
community. We were all essentially the same, albeit the circumstances in which
people lived were different, at times starkly so.
At the time, I did not want Hillary to be nominated. I did
not want her in the White House. My reasoning was rather straightforward. I
hated her use of her former positions, especially Secretary of State, to secure
outlandish compensation for speeches. I also grew to hate the methods of the
Clinton Foundation to secure funding that seemed to be less than altruistic. I
surely did not want her husband back in the White House. When he was in office,
I wrote to the Democratic National Committee to share my total distain for his
use of polls to determine what initiatives he would endorse. Admittedly, it is
important to know what the citizens want, but I felt that a leader should
advocate for change my sharing a vision that would be different, but better. Hillary
shared what I perceived as the same calculating politician who supports
initiatives that would win political support, at the expense of what was right.
I can support negotiated political decisions as an essential component of a
democratic government. But, I want the President to share a vision that
requires compromise, rather than initiatives designed as expedient and calculating.
In addition, Hillary’s stupidity and grandiose self-assessment
resulted in her thinking that she did not have to comply with federal
regulations regarding the use of emails. Having her own server would be
hilariously stupid if it was not motivated by such a distorted self-image that
she need not comply with regulations. That was beyond the pale of acceptance.
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As the political rhetoric proceeded during the primary,
those who explained that Sander’s platform was not politically viable swayed
me. If he were nominated, he would lose. He was too liberal for the moment, at
least. If, at the time, there had been a “reasonable” Republican as an
alternative, I may have continued my support of Sanders. But, Trump was not a
reasonable option! Clinton may be distasteful, but I am confident that the government
structure will essentially be same when her tenure expires. I cannot say that
same for a Trump administration. Clinton will promote a
good program that has been enhanced by her need to attract Sanders' supporters.
From one point of view, I can understand the support that
Trump enjoys. I share the anger at the dysfunctional government that is so
divided that the Republican Senate majority leader’s stated primary goal was to
make sure that Obama was a one-term president. Not successful at that, he and
his House colleagues would frustrate all efforts proposed by the
administration. Anyone would be angry at such a performance by our elected
officials. Unfortunately, not everyone shared the same rationale for his or her
anger.
We are a divided nation. When proposals to curtail gun
ownership cannot achieve a compromise that would reduce some of senseless
violence, we have a divided nation. When efforts to ensure that everyone can
have access to affordable health care, we have a divided nation. When
immigration is seen as a threat instead of advancing our nation founded by
immigrants, we forget our history and distort our future. Even when our
military weapons create more problems than the ones intended to be addressed by
their use, we cannot agree that the military is not capable of resolving all
problems. In fact, they create more problems, a proposition that divides our
country. Our capitalistic nation has achieved much entrepreneurial success, but
we find it hard to agree on ways to address the inequities generated by our
advancements.
With all the reasons for being angry with our government, I
cannot contemplate the impact of a Trump administration. He may make some happy to see him
annihilate existing programs and treaties, while building a wall preventing
unwanted people entering our country. For me, I would be petrified by his use
or misuse of the power he would enjoy. There have been so many articles
lambasting his misogyny, intemperate rhetoric, and lies in spite of recordings that
contradict him. And then, to think that the President of the United States
would be in an office where decisions could be designed to benefit his personal
business.
For me, I have no choice but to vote for Clinton because
Trump is beyond the pale of reasonable. Yet, I know that November 9 will be
painful regardless of who is elected (presumably, it will not end up in the
House of Representatives). I fear that there will be unrest and, most likely,
violence. As I fear a Trump presidency, I know that his supporters share the
same level of fear of a Clinton administration.
In conclusion, I have experienced an election that is
virtually unreal. I am chagrined to think that we have come to this point in
our history. I hope that my worse fears will not materialize, but I am modestly
confident that we will recognize our mistake and work to stabilize our ship as
it sails into the future.